Life is full of surprises. Lots of those surprises are good and some of them are not so good. But life is life, and it is meant to be lived for. I have realized something: I use too many excuses not to live life to the fullest or to allow something to hold me back from living my life to its fullest and greatest potential. I am here and now ready to put those things that hold me back aside and live my life to the fullest. I will not allow anything to get me down. Or at least I will do my best to be my best and live my best and fullest. I want to live on, dream on, excel on, and move on. I want to let it all go. I want to leave the past behind me, I want to live in the present, and I want the future to come and me to live it when it does. I want to be able to take all the hard things I have been through crumple them into a ball and throw it away, or blow it into a balloon and tie it to a string and let it go, or I want to build a fire so warm and toss all those problems into it and watch them become part of the fire and smoke. I want to say goodbye to those things that still linger and cause fear and doubt. I want to start fresh and new. I want to take the things from the past learn what I can from it and then leave the rest. No more dwelling, no more wishing for things to be different. I will be that difference; I will be that one thing that can change for a better. I will not allow the things that hurt take over my life and force me to live in fear and sadness or doubt and pain. I am me. I can be the better. So here I am world Lara Michelle Christensen Maughan. Take it or leave it, but I know what I have been, what I am, and what I can become. I am and will continue to be a happy, free, loving, spontaneous, strong, fun, understanding, believing, and unique individual! LIVE ON!
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